Hey Jack, I’m a little late to the party… and it’s pretty much all been said by the Medium fam in the comments. I feel you and get spun round the same way with this Writers life. All I would say is that we know nothing is permanent, so it would help if we didn’t torture ourselves with this either or thingy we humans tend to do. Medium IMHO, is no different to the paradox of being human… it’s the good, the bad and the ugly all at once til the end of time. Our free will is our touch of grace though. You can decide and then change your mind and go back again, just don’t expect to avoid so called negative thoughts and emotions like frustration and disappointment etc I guess *shrugs shoulders* #Write on 🌻